[14 Nov 2005|06:31pm] This angel's dirty face is sore Holding onto what she had before Not sharing secrets with any old fool Now she's gonna keep her cool She wants to get naked. groupie love

[12 Sep 2005|08:14pm] This is by far the most depressed I have felt in so long. It is so hard to say goodbye to someone you love, but I have to be honest with myself. Everytime I try to express what's bothering me I get shrugged off and all the shit from the past gets brought up. Nothing ever gets resolved. It hurts so much because I really thought this was going to be forever. But how can it be forever when we can't get more than two weeks without fighting. I don't even know what to say anymore. This hurts so much...I wish I could curl up in a ball and die. 1 |groupie love

[23 Aug 2005|07:14pm] I hate my life right now. Is that not the most cliche online journal entry you'll ever read. 1 |groupie love

[08 Aug 2005|01:07pm] A thought provoked me on the way into work this morning. I was thinking back to the days of CCD and one particular class in which the head Sister was talking about speaking in Tongues. At first I wanted to brush the thought aside as a result of my own skepticism; I mean the theory that someone could study religion so intensely that they were suddenly able to speak the mysterious "language of Heaven" is a little outlandish. But then I thought why the Hell not. I mean, you can't really disprove anything until you've tried it. Considering the boredom that has become life in the 01757, something so concentrated might be just what I need to distract myself. Though I don't see this becoming anything past the point of a caffiene-fueled idea, I am at least intrigued. Sometimes studying psych makes me want a justification for every new thing that crosses my mind. I'm starting to realize that nothing is justified and while maybe close in purpose, nothing is ever 100% sincere. groupie love

[06 Aug 2005|08:17pm] You're skin Oh yeah you're skin and bones Turn into something beautiful And you know For you I'd bleed myself dry For you I'd bleed myself dry I love you more than everything. groupie love

[01 Aug 2005|12:42pm] *Sigh of Relief* I got my life back. We will go down as one of the Great Loves. groupie love

[28 Jul 2005|09:38am] [ mood | blank ] Everything sucks and I don't know how to fix it. On a lighter note I dyed my hair again and it looks hot. 1 |groupie love

[08 Jul 2005|09:41am] So let's hear it for being young and crazy with great friends! Our weekend long bender that led to a 4 am beach trip last weekend was nothing short of a blast. This weekend should be fun because I have a date with the hottest thing walking and I'm very excited about it. I am completly head over heels in love for the first time ever and it is the best feeling in the entire world. groupie love

[21 Jun 2005|09:26pm] Everday things move all around me and I stay in the same place. I'm getting too old for this. groupie love

[20 Jun 2005|11:55am] This weekend rocked. Thursday Eric, Brian, Jimbo and I saw Dane Cook at the Melody Tent in Hyannis. We got there a little late but I don't think I stopped laughing for the whole forty minutes we caught. He is absolutely hilarious. Friday night we visited the barn and thanks to Nick and Greg I now have a kitten!! She's so tiny but she's a spunky one and I couldn't resist. I named her Angelina after my biggest Hollywood crush. [I still love Fluffy the most.] Saturday I finally cleaned my room and Saturday night Eric, Kevin, Jess, Joey, Christine, Sam, Jimbo, Me, Brian, and Brian's new grill all went to Tweeter and tailgated for Tom Petty.  So, so fun.  Yesterday was Eric's and my three monther. I think that's funny because it feels like so much longer.  I wish such a fabulous weekend wouldn't feel like it only lasted five minutes.  Office time is unbelievably slow. Two weeks until Fourth of July Weekend. One month until the PP.  I think I finally decided what to do with my life. 5 |groupie love

[07 Jun 2005|11:25am] "Maybe I'm amazed at the way you love me all the time. Maybe I'm afraid of the way I love you. Maybe I'm amazed at the way you pulled me out in time, and hung me on a line. Maybe I'm amazed at the way I really need you." I'm sorry for being stupid. You mean too much. groupie love

[01 Jun 2005|03:51pm] School spirit motherfuckaaa. 2 |groupie love

[31 May 2005|10:34am] Memorial Day Weekend...check. Highlights include the Lotus, Cafe Sorrento (not), Justin's party and visiting Eric's twins in Walpole. Tomorrow I quit drinking for a month. God help me. I've been a downer lately. I really am sorry. groupie love

[27 May 2005|09:12am] Three day weekend...awesome. Especially because Thirsty Thursday once again kicked my ass. It's almost June and it's still 50 degrees and raining. What the hell. Supposedly the warm weather is on it's way, though. Christine is going to prom tonight. I'm jealous, I really miss that. As much as I couldn't wait to get out of high school sometimes I wouldn't mind going back. I had a lot of fun during those four years. Ugh, I sound old. Apparently the bf and I have more friends than we know of. Dropkick Murphys?? groupie love

[26 May 2005|05:54pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Fugazi - Sweet and Low ] I'm still paying for you. It's not fair. groupie love

[25 May 2005|03:10pm] Crazy how it feels tonight Crazy how you make it all alright, love Crush me with the things you do And I do for you anything too, oh Sitting, smoking, feeling high And in this moment it feels so right Lovely lady, I am at your feet Oh god I want you so badly And I wonder this could tomorrow be so wonderous As you there sleeping Lets go, drive til mornin comes Watch the sunrise and fill our souls up We'll drink some wine til we get drunk, yeah... It's crazy I'm thinking Just knowing that the world is round And here I'm dancing on the ground Am I right side up or upside down And is this real or am I dreaming Lovely lady Let me drink you please I won't spill a drop, no, I promise you Lying under this spell you cast on me Each moment The more I love you Crush me Come on, oh yeah It's crazy I'm thinking Just knowing that the world is round And here I'm dancing on the ground Am I right side up or upside down Is this real or oh, am I dreaming Lovely lady I will treat you sweetly Adore you, I mean you crush me And it's times like these When my faith I feel I know how I love you Come on, Come on Baby It's crazy I'm thinking Just as long as you're around I'm here I'll be dancing on the ground Am I right side up or upside down To each other we'll be facing My love By love We'll beat back the pain we've found You know I mean to tell you all the things I've been thinking deep inside, My friend Each moment the more I love you Crush me Come on Baby So much you have given, love That I would give you back again and again Oh my love Meaning I'll hold you But please, please just let me always.... groupie love

[18 May 2005|03:09pm] Tomorrow is Payday. And Thirsty Thurzzz. And Kevin's 21st Birthday!! And me and my hunny's 2 months as an offical couple. :) And I am in an excellent mood. I also found a History course that starts June 1st at Framingham State and am finally getting a little more organized. Baby steps. Tonight the dog is going to have a photo session because I realized that he is growing SO fast. Oh my god, everyday he gets more cute and less well-behaved. We need to take him to obedience school before he starts eating little kids! This weekend=Kevin's Birthday Bender and it's beach themed. Rock. groupie love

[16 May 2005|10:58am] [ mood | contemplative ] I need to stop wasting my life. groupie love

[11 May 2005|04:01pm] There is no better feeling than sleeping in with You on a Saturday morning. --♥-- groupie love

[28 Apr 2005|09:21am] [ music | office jumble ] So previous entry retracted; the dog has become comfortable with us and as a result has decided to grace us with his true being. Mellow-tempered my ass, this dog is a complete hellian. He seriously is crazy and refuses to participate in anything "puppy", he just wants to drive cars, piss and shit everywhere, bite EVERYTHING (except for his toys), and take on any other activity considered "EXTREME"! It is absolutely hilarious. Eric got him a little spiked collar and it is seriously the cutest thing. Also I swear his ears are growing faster than anything else and he's starting to look like a gremlin or a kirby or whatever. This dog is totally badass. I love him so much and can't wait to take him everywhere this summer. This weekend should be fun. I'm having girl time with Diana Friday night followed by party time with the guys at Jim's. I'm excited! Not too much longer til everyone else is home, too. Happiness is finally seeing all of your friends in the same place after them being gone for four months. I need to get a new printer so I can start making albums with my digital camera. Sometimes when Eric is sleeping I take a good look at him and get a little scared because he's so fucking hot.♥ groupie love

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